Rat Race
Hmm. It was has been of a bit of break since I last posted. The swimming classes are going ok, I am now learning the breaststroke with the swimming aid. I have somewhat cut off myself from all the frills, I deleted my Instagram, deleted my twitter, got rid of WhatsApp. Now only people who really want to talk to me will talk to me. I am cutting out all the small talk and bullshit out of my life. I am coping pretty well not having to regurgitate everything in an instant. I am really surprised how well I am taking this. As always things got fucked up again. It was always fucked up and I just didn't see it. I just wasted a month because of these people who were trying to con me. Fucking pieces of shit! I am absolutely clueless. I have money to get me through for another 4-5 months, because my spending is so low, as I hardly met anyone, the last month and that is only time actually spend a lot. I just hate sitting at home purely because of the taboo that comes with it. You just g